today is chris leave to London a week time. i miss him badly. act i dun remember when i din miss him badly.. last nite? when i the time i chat to him? i pretend he stil at pg jz we dun see other. but in the end i fail. even fail to lie to myself.
and the funny thing is, i just remember i dun even ask which part of london he stay and what school he study. and he asked why i wana ask. wat a question answer by another question. i guess he is PMS again. i try to ignore my feeling abt in the end i feel empty. act he not really improtant in my daily life compare to eason as we din talk much. but how come i feel there are sth missing in my heart ?
i hv no place to go.
