last nite din sleep well, but still manage wake up in the same time. But tis morning i felt so boring. Thursday morning, 9 o'clock i was siting in my office. 10 o'clock. still doing the same thing. very weird. i miss the thursday morning step wif you and lunch together. lunch wif you always fun although not many time i get to lunch wif you. still. i miss you.
i found out i can ignore the feeling. ignore i miss you badly. but when i watch 86, i knw i really cant help. i can ignore every single moment but my heart knw. i so so so wana go your thurday nite's step. i hope i can be there watching you and kenny doing step. the two person who brought me here.
dont knw why i feel so tired and i found out its so hardly to get me smile when i on stage. or i should said all the day. i dun feel wan to smile cause there is nothing for me to smile. some how im asking myself, since when you become so important to me. i had no idea at all.
okay. im sorry. today very lazy. low progress! was sleeping when you watsapp me tat you done first TT wif kenny. your watsapp awake me. sweet. my finger was touching iphone when i fall asleep n amazing i was awake by the vibration.
have to sleep now. hoping tmr can wake up and prepare for track 6. tmr muz teach two tracks. feel bad! suppore practice by tonite but i dun feel doing anything. why?
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